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I feel so alone…sigh

nobody can make me counter-progress better than my parents. 

Everyone around me is worn out. Tired. Their faces have been worn out too. Everyone’s so tiring and fed up, with no energy left. I can’t wait to get out of this life. Out of here. 

I had the weirdest sexual dream… Instead of my most recent ex, it was the one right before her! We don’t even talk but that was some of best sex I’ve ever had in a dream. Good fuckin’ shit. LOL

Lets say you have some rose seeds. Of course you plant them, and they begin to grow. The roses are beautiful, and the colors were vibrant in shades of pink and red but before they could fully blossom, they begin to whither due to neglect. Then you spot another flower. Lets say it’s a different breed of roses. Would you rather leave your roses you worked hard on to die, and try to grow the new roses or nourish it back to a healthy condition? Lesson is, the other flower isn’t always going to be prettier, or more vibrant or even as beautiful. It’s the flower that you decide to water, and nourish. Why bother starting something new when you can already work with what you have? Especially if you’ve worked so hard and put in so much time and effort. Keep in mind, if you do decide to grow that new rose, by the time you check, the other rose will die. Choose wisely. 

Whenever I’m generally depressed, my mental performance is at its peak. I feel so down, but at the same time so happy… I don’t just switch from happy and sad but I’m both at the same time. It’s weird but I like feeling like this. 

Just another bitch ass excuse for a “father”. Do your fuckin’ job as a parent instead of blaming your kids. I am ashamed to call you my dad. 

It’s about showing you how much I love you. 

I have love for you dad, but you’re pathetic and weak. 

• 2012
• Get the iPhone 5
• Get my Siberian husky puppy
• 2013
• Get my half sleeve for my birthday. 
  

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